The answer is: No. I'm not back. But I'm considering coming back, in some way.
I have no intention to come back to this account. It's been about a year and a half, but I just don't think I can come back. Not to this account. Not to everything. I'm... A very different person.
However, I... I miss this place. I miss Doug and Becky and Nikki and everyone else. I tried messaging a few people through notes. That... Hasn't worked out so far. No one's responded.
I assume the only way I'll ever get to talk to the people from here again is if I come back, but the thing is, I can't. I can come back to deviantArt, but not this account. It's very complicated.
So, I guess...
Does anyone here really want me to come back? I've gotten messages on my page, people saying they miss me. And I miss you all, too. So much.
But if I came back onto deviantArt, shared my new account with those who asked for it... Would anyone want to talk with me? Even just one conversation? I mean, I get if we've changed and all, but I've really moved on from dA, even if I still think about everyone from here every single day. If I can't talk to the people I'm missing, the only reason I'd consider coming back at all--I don't think I'd bother coming back.
So, uh. I guess just comment on this journal if you even read it. I'll reply to comments on this journal.